learn to live with it

came home to shit today... everyone was in a crappy mood, my sis hollering abt god-knows-what, mum nagging... everyone was squabbling with each other... sometimes i really wonder why i bother trying to come home early everyday... it's such a pain to be at home... i know that things right now aren't that great and i do try to make things better... things never seem to be better, no matter how hard i try...

i hate this kinda life... i really do... no one is ever happy in this hse... sometimes i wonder, what da fuck went wrong exactly? why have things turned out this way? there's never a day when da family can actually come together and last a day without fighting... i guess i'm resigned to fate now... no matter what i do, nothing is gonna help improve things ard here... maybe i just have to learn to live with it.